It has been in my head
to writing in blog, but there are many things that hold me back. well actually
the first time that hold me back it's because i don't have good writing in
english, and there is no point to write in indonesian language because with
this writing is meant to be to familiarize myself to write in English.
writing in English is always my weakness. it has been more than 10
years since elementary school i'm studying english. but, i never feel that my
english is good enough. i have any problem in writing, my main problem, beside
technical problem is, i never stay in my plan, while i'm writing, i never stuck
in one idea, what am i writing about, for example, in this writin, i don't even
know what my purpose in writing this form the first place. i just keep writing
and i realize this writing is out of topic now. let me read this writin from
the beginning.
oh yap.. i just forget
that i was talking about something that hold me back. the second one is about
there are many empty space in my mind. so, i just put something on it and spent
hours to planing about what i'm gonna do, than you know what next. i didn't do
anything because i spent much time to think about that. well, actually, i
have thinking to write something in blog like zillionth time. but
you know what happen is, i never do that until i really force my self to write
it. belive me guys, it was really really hard to push myself start what i am
doing now. i just keep writing this , i don't even realize if i made technical
mistake, because i just can't stop to writing this because i bet i will stop
writing if i stop write this thing now. and you know guys, it's really really
hard to make it. so i just stop at the and of paragrahp to look. what
were writing about...
i dont' know now, i
think i stuck with my idea, even i'm really sure that i have other thing to say
about this, but, i don't know i just going to post this think and will write
the sequel of this writing....
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